can i feel nostalgia for something i never had?
can i waste a nice spring day having sad thoughts all the time?
can i be so stupid shortsighted repetitious, doing all the time the same errors?
can i still keep telling lies to myself, while i understood the truth many months ago?
can i feel jealous for things happened in the past, while i was doing things even worse?
can i feel like somebody stole me something important months ago, while it was ME who was stealing?
can i feel nostalgia for something i never had?