you shall know my velocity

i have big problems in managing my life: there are too many things i wanna do, to many people to meet, to many places to see, too many artists to understand - i have not enough time.

i don't sleep much, i don't watch tv nor spend any evening just on the couch without doing anything significant, but still i have not enough time.

growing up means - first of all - learning how to say "No" to some things - clearly i'm not growing up.

but still: how can i manage it? how can i say "No!" to any single fragment of beauty and joy?